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photo // Faisalele make up // Anastasia

photo // Faisalele
make up // Anastasia


O my.. can you believe this? feels like more than a year I haven’t post anything here! (I feel so meaaaaaan >,<) BUt thanks for the viewers that keep visiting my blog even when I’m not posting anything yet.

Well, there are several posts that I barely left in my blog draft Β actually. But, …er… I was sooooo lazy to edit all the post and I thought there are somekindofcrimps Β that prevent the idea flow thru my mind~ (oh, can’t you smell the alibi for laziness here?). I was preparing for my next vacation (and debate competition, of course.) in Batam lately, and I wish I’ll have a good time in Singapore as my trip extension spot.. Continue reading


R R R R R-ed

"I wish it was dawn,"

“I wish it was dawn,”


Oh well, I know I haven’t post anything yet since my last reblogged of a very beautiful and handsome man named Jarrod Scott, has stolen my heart straight-away. My schedule was totally drive me insane in the last year till now, and the list of undone posts are lining up on my dashboard draft..pheww. I’m starting to be more serious in the new semester in my college year. I’m totally fucked-up by the weak-system of my college and getting more tired-and-tired for everything that was happened on my last semester (fifth). I have a really-really bad bad bad time recently: fight, broken heart, depressed, sickness, regretful, disappointed…all those feelings were sucked my soul to the bones, and somehow I just wanna leave all of these circumstances and have the greatest escape in my life with no one…and meet new people, new places, new identity, new life, and new changes. Sounds enchanting, right? haha, I hope someday I will have a chance to do so. Continue reading

First Post in 2013! (about my last 2012)

Oh God, i’ve passed many unexpected things on last 2012. Fiuh!
it’s not like the other people did in new year’s eve (partying, gather with their love, spending the night watching fireworks *crying*, or even kissed the one they love in the crowded), I really-really passed the worst new year’s eve ever πŸ˜₯
And the reasons are: 1) I had a fight with my ex, Rizky (i don’t wanna explain more about my love life), it’s ruined my mood all week cause we both have no effort to made things up, and i used to be with him in new year’s eve, but not this time.. 😦 2) my grandma was in agony…and i have to took care of her in Intensive Care Unit (and most of the caring-time I use to weep..*long sigh*) 3) thinking about final test on 3rd of January, 4) him in somewhere I do not even know.

Well, i just read many articles about 2013, such as: fashion that will be HOT this year (hmm..i’ll need much water supplies later), hair-do thingy, and……ASTROLOGY! hahaha. Actually I’m not a believer of prediction-things…but, what i’ve read about my zodiac’s character-figure, Sagittarius, they’re soooo true πŸ˜›
And, they said that my love life in this 2013 are soooooooooo gooooooooood! woohoo! okay, i know we can’t rely on that words, but let see what will happen, (and at least it gave me a ‘hope’ and stimulate my lust this year…hahaha)

SO, i just wrote about my resolutions this 2013 (and everytime i re-read it, i think they’re sooo shallow -___-” but i was too lazy to re-write it again). Check this and don’t laugh 😦

haha, now you may laugh..:’D looks shallow right? hiks.. but, for the #1, i’ll do it this January! yay! *ready to give #1 resolution a check mark!*. And for the #9, that’s really2 true! I’d too much apparels in my commode…and I keep wanna buy this one-this one-this one-this one…haaaarrrrhh!! (note to self: SAVING! Please, do SAVING, penta!!)
Then about Sate Pahlawan…..hmmmmm….all of the people that already taste that satay, was said the same thing : “the most delicious satay here (in banjarmasin)”, so I really2 curious about thaaat… (padahal tiap kuliah –hampir tiap hari– gue ngelewatin tempat ituuuuuu… [!!!!!!])

o ya! at least I got my FIRST American Apparel stuff this early yeaaaar! whooaaa! click here to see what I just got! :3
………..adorable right? πŸ˜€ I can’t wait to do the next photo session wearing this stuff! (\=>,<=)/

Well, thanks for keep visiting my blog (i type this post in the middle of watching Perahu Kertas activity, and that film is awesome –bikin gue jadi:damn,sumpah galau!– Reza Rahadian and Adipati are totally my kind of guy…:’) )
I always hope for you guys health and good life~ catch me later,
-penta olivia-

19th in December 5th

Guten Abend, Menschen!
Whoa, i feel better lately. Maybe because of this is December! My Favorite month! yay! The weather is dominantly rain..and rain…lil bit warm…then rain! woohoo! it means that i can wear my scarf-shawl-pashmina-and that kind of cloth-thingy! πŸ˜€
I just turned out my age to be 19 this 5th! hmm…
But still..i feel i didn’t do much improving thing in my last age 😦 So, I will work harder this age, to prove and get closer to my big resolutions and many aims this year! Ganbatteeee! hm!

In this anniv, i received many wishes, pray, and hilarious utterances from my friends.. πŸ˜€
Those are really warmed my heart, cause knowing that there are still many friends remembering your birthday is kind of a very very soothe feeling πŸ™‚
My first surprise, came from my ex, Ryan Raynaldo Lee. He just arrived in front of my house, and in the heavy rain at 12 o’clock on December 5th just to give me a gift… a beautiful lamp for sleep πŸ™‚ I’m shocked, cause at that time, i actually have already wanted to go sleep.. -____-” I really appreciate him. He’s enormously sweet πŸ™‚


Panda doll and Red Pashmina! my most favorite thingy :3

Then i received so much utterances from my friends, my family, my relatives, etc.
What i realized that day is….how i really-really-in-really-really-literally want to have a bathe in the rain… :’D (i know this is a shallow wishing, ahahaha)
My mother promised to bought me a new shoes as her present πŸ˜› ( i really want asked her: “may i have another BCBG, mom?” But i know what she’ll say if i ask her so..hehe)
Mega, my besty-and-partner-in-insanity, just came to my house at 11 o’clock to give me a surprise: 2 small-kinda-cake-with-lotta-mousse and her present with our friend, Okta πŸ˜€ She gave me a really2 beautiful present! (She gave me my-most-favorite-thingy! How could u resist that happiness??? :D)
this is her present:
i can’t publish me-mega-and-okta photos because: 1) The lightning is poor, 2) We are sooooo in-gembel-condition! (i was started to sleep (again!) before i knew mega was came!!)

And my another partner-in-insanity (and humanity), Siska Amelia Seprianti, just gimme this beautiful photo’s file (while the other was gave me an ugly-and-unintentionally-pose-photos-of-mine-in-the-past *sweat*). This is the image!!Siska'spresent

There are lot of things that i wanna share to you all indeed, but i feel lazier than a man who draws Japan flag..hehe (or because i’m listening to Foo Fighters song while i’m typing this, so i can’t focus that much? They make me wanna sing-along-the-song, you know!)
What i really wish in my birthday are: the peace of the world, stability of our earth, the factual improvement in Indonesia, and God’s leading in every step that i take. I hope the best for us…all of us. (Palestine..Syria.. God must have another plan for them, i believe it.)